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Wednesday, 13 November 2013

Misr 4 : My First Tears..


It has been a long time I didn't feel like this. From the first day I reach here I didn't cry. But yesterday, my tears fall for no reason. And it can't stop until now. Ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan. Berikan aku ketenangan. Ketenangan yg hakiki. Sikit2 nangis. Childish. Ugh.

Urm. Lately ni hana asyik rase x sedap hati. Risau, bimbang, n tetibe keluar air mata. Even each time after I've done my prayers, I'll cry. Hari ni hana cm xde mood nk bercakap dgn cpe2. N yes, I keep being silent as much as I can. Silence Is Better Than Words, right?

Kinda something will happen. But what? Pray and hope that there's nothing bad will happen. Amiin. Mungkin ni cuma perasaan hana. Kan org kate jgn bermain dgn perasaan sgt. Hmm. So, jgn pelik n tanye lau skrg ni hana cm moody. Senyap je, ta bercakap, ta gelak n suke bersendirian. Perubahan hormon mungkin. Huhu.

However, if something happen to me, I want to say sorry and apologize to all of u for the mistakes that I have been done. Hana minta maaf sgt2, hana byk bt salah silap. Halalkan semua makan minum hana, semua yg korg bg kt hana baik dr segi ilmu, harta benda, n smua lah. Ana Uhibbukum Fillahi Taala. 

~ Kalau ade rezeki n umur yg panjang, kita jumpa agy ea. InsyaAllah. La Tahzan. Innallaha Ma'ana. 


Please Don't Cry. Keep Smiling!

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