Gila..

Pada suatu hari yg dingin, (sejuk gile weyh aku ckp.. winter kann? walaupun angin n hujan jee.. pn bleyh laa.. >.<) dalam perjalanan pulang dari kelas....

Dia    :  Eh hana, perasan tak makcik tu td?

Hana :  Makcik mne?

Dia    :  Kt tepi tu.. Dye gelak2..

Hana :  Ntahla.. xperasan plak.. Knpenye?

Dia    :  Td makcik tu, dye gelak.. Pastu org lain semua bt xtau.. Gila ke?

Hana :  Ouh.. Xtau laa..

Dia    :  Isyhh.. Takut laa.. Kat cni byk sgt org gila.. Da byk kali da jumpa..

Hana :  ^_^

~ Dia nii.. Kata nk jd psychiatrist.. Takut plak.. Camane ni.. Hmm.. Tp kan.. At least org gila masuk syurga.. Kita yg sihat dan normal ni blum tentu pn lg.. Tu kelebihan dye kalau nk banding ngn kita.. Kita? Ade akal, otak cerdas tapi still xdpt nk gunakan dgn baik.. Hmm.. Jadi, jangan pernah pandang rendah kt org laen even org gila sekalipun.. Semua org ade kelebihan masing2.. Kita xkn pernah tau.. ;)

AKU

Aku,

Insan yang kuat,

Punya segalanya,

Bijak, cantik, berilmu,

Itu kata orang,

Benarkah?

Hakikatnya,

Tiada yang tahu,

Di sebalik diri ini,

Tersembunyi pelbagai kisah,

Terkunci rapi di sanubari,

Mencari ruang berselindung.

Aku,

Mungkin tampak teguh,

Namun di saat aku sendiri,

Tangisan mula membasahi,

Rintihan bakal kedengaran,

Menemani malamku.

Aku,

Yang tabah di mata orang,

Hanya insan lemah,

Dengan seribu kekurangan,

Sejuta kepincangan,

Tersungkur jatuh dalam kejahilan.

Aku,

Cuma insan hina,

Hanyut dengan keasyikan dunia,

Sehingga lupa segalanya,

Janji yang dilafazkan saat mula diciptakan,

Dimungkiri begitu saja.

Aku,

Mungkin bisa menipu awam,

Dengan senyuman indah di bibir,

Namun tidak diri ini,

Apa mampu mengukir tawa,

Sedang hati menangis pilu?

Aku,

Insan yang kau anggap kental ini,

Sering kali gugur tangisnya,

Tatkala tiada yang memerhati,

Tewas dengan ujian dari-Nya,

Ini hakikatnya, Aku!

- Selasa -

- 26 November 2013 -

- 10.30 p.m. -

Breaking News !

Tiga hari yang lalu, ade dua org akak senior ni dtg umah hana.. Dyorg tu kwn kpd the only one roommate aka housemate aka  lecturemate hana.. Then, tetibe dyorg pn tnye....

" Eh, korg dua ade dengar tak pasal amaran tsunami kt Mesir?

" Haa?? Bila?? Series arr.. Akak jgn kak.. Malaysia da tau ke? bla3.. " bertubi2 soalan kwn hana tnye.

" Xtaula. Dye just suh berjaga2 la. Sbb baru2 ni ade gegaran 6 skala richter (s.r) kt laut. Kalau tsunami selalunye 7 s.r ke atas. So, kalau ade gegaran lg yg lebih kuat, dlm masa 8 jam (ke 6?) akan ade tsunami. Wallahua'lam.. Korg mmg xtau ehh? Malaysia xtau agy. Akak just da post kt fb akak jela. "

Dengan selambanya hana jawab " Kuat dah 6 s.r tu. "

" Eh xlaa.. Belum lg tu. " " 7 bru kuat.. " " Ha'ah laa hana " See.. Semua dah bersuara.

" Ouhh.. Tak kuat eh. Tp dekat da 7 tu. " Selamba lagi hana.

" Ni kitorg bru tau akak. Nseb baik akak bgtau. Da tu mcm mne ni?  Ktorg kene bt ape? Da la ktorg dekat je dgn laut ni.. Dekat sgt.. " Kawan hana start cuak..

" Urm. Ni bru tau ni. Sepatutnye akak senyap je. Xyah gtau ktorg pn xpe." ^_^ Bertambah selamba nya ayat hana tu. 

Dlm hati berkata-kata mcm menjawab soalan member automatically, " Hana, be prepared.. Mati tu pasti. Bile2 je. Tu semua dah ditentukan. Kite dekat je dgn laut kan? Allah pun dekat.. Dekat sgt.. Kite je yg jauh.. Allah~ "

Then teringat mimpi hana dulu2 waktu kt Malaysia.. Dlm mimpi tu hana ckp " Kalau da ajal nk mati, mati jela.. Kt mne2 pn.. " And actually sebab mimpi tu jugak hana boleh yakinkan dan kuatkan diri hana.. Juga ibu ayah.. Untuk pergi sejauh ni.. :')

Kawan hana ngn 2 org akak senior tu still lg berborak pasal tu.. Bla, bla n bla.. Tp hana, ntah ke mana da pegi.. From the first time akak tu bukak cerite sal tsunami smpaila akhir, hana just diam n senyum.. Cuma tmbh ape yg patut. Lebih banyak bermonolog sendirian. Tp xde pulak rse risau or takut dlm hati berkenaan tsunami tu. Hmm.

Hanya bimbang akan apa yang bakal aku persembahkan di hadapan Dia. Apa yang akan aku bawa menemui-Nya saat roh dan jasad tidak lagi bersatu. Sememangnya mampukah aku untuk bersua dengan-Nya. Layakkah aku, insan hina ini? 

Ya Allah, kau ampunilah semua dosa-dosaku, dosa kedua ibu bapaku, dan dosa sekalian umat manusia.. Jadikan aku seorang anak yang solehah, seorang hamba-Mu yang beriman dan bertaqwa, seorang pelajar yang berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat. Kurniakan aku cinta-Mu, ya Rabb.. Hanya cinta-Mu dan juga rasul-Mu.. Sekiranya kau ambil nyawaku ini, kau akhirilah hidupku dengan sebaik-baik pengakhiran. Matikanlah aku dalam iman.. Amiiin.. :'(

~ Housemate hana ade cakap yg lepas ni mmg xla nk g tgok laut da.. No ! Please don't.. That is one of the place where I find the ease.. Tenang.. Sangat2.. Hayati dan nikmati keindahan ciptaan Dia buat hana rasa dekat dengan Dia.. Tu salah satu cara hana.. Urm.. :(

P/s : Post di bawah ini tiada kaitan dengan anda semua. Sila abaikan dan kalau boleh lupakan. *winkwink :3 Dear You, The Story Of Us btul ek? Hmm.. Tapela.. At least kalau hana xde, ade org bleh tlg sambungkan.. ;)

Thanks for Everythings & Sorry for Something

Assalamualaiki....

"Krik.... Krikk... Krikkk..."

For:  Hanna Aqila Binti Ahmad Baqir.
Nric: 951116 06 ****

Selamat Hari Lahir ke 18 diucapkan kepada Wardah-ku...
Semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki...
Semoga Hana sentiasa berada didalam rahmat, bimbingan, perlindungan, dan Cinta Allah <3

Ya Allah jadikanlah Hanna Aqila seorang anak yang solehah, yang tabah, yang gigih belajar dan berusaha, dan yang dikurniakan kejayaan olehmu dengan Cinta-Mu, Ya Allah, tetapkan didalam hatinya ketauhidan yang Tinggi kepada-Mu, Kecintaan yang tidak berbelah bagi kepada Rasul-Mu, Ya Allah, Istiqomahkan lah Hanna Aqila-ku ini dengan kegigihan usaha, ketaatan kepada kedua-ibu bapanya, dan keberlangsungannya mengucapkan kata-kata cinta kepada-Mu dan Rasul-Mu(Dzikir). Ya Allah, gembirakanlah dia dikala hatinya meronta kesedihan, ceriakanlah wajahnya disaat dia murung. Ya Allah, tiada yang sentiasa menemani malam dan siangnya melainkan diri-Mu, tiada yang melindunginya di setiap saat melainkan-Mu, tiada yang membantunya disetiap waktu melainkan diri-Mu, oleh itu Ya Allah, Temanilah Wardahku ini disetiap malam dan siangnya, Lindungilah Pelangiku ini disetiap saatnya, Bantulah Bintangku ini disetiap waktu kehidupannya. Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosa-dosaku yang seluas lautan ini, khususnya dosaku menceroboh blog kekasih hatiku ini. Ya Allah, gembirakanlah dia disetiap waktu.... (tiba-tiba Mr. Owl sebak pulak)  :'(

Rabbana Taqabbal Minna Bi Hurmati wa Bi Sirril Fatihahh...
Aminnn...

Hanna.... Mr. Owl minta maaf sebab lambat wish birthday n ceroboh blog Hanna...
Sebenarnya Mr. Owl terbaca post Hanna 3 November tu, betapa banyaknya wish hana buat semata-mata untuk Mr. Owl yang tidak mengenang budi ni... perghhh... tak guna punya Owl...  >.<

Jadi Mr. Owl ceroboh ni bukan ape, sebab nak minta maaf, n nak post balik macam tu, cuma maaf lah sebab Mr. Owl tak ade phone yang canggih yang banyak App untuk buat macam tu, yang ni je yang mampunya... hahaha.. ;)

Thanks for your Du'asss....
In Sha Allah, i will never forget my Wardah....


Btw, kenapa lah sedih-sedih ni???
Kan dah janji jangan sedih-sedih lagi.....
Hanna kan kuat.... ??

Haaaaa.... Cubalah ikut macam Minion yang comel ni, senyum je kerjenye.... hahaha... ;)
Mr. Owl minta maaf ye sebab ceroboh blog Hanna ni...

Lastly, Thanks for Everythings and Sorry for Something....

Byeee....
Semoga Cinta Allah sentiasa bersama-Mu.
Aminnnn

Misr 4 : My First Tears..

It has been a long time I didn't feel like this. From the first day I reach here I didn't cry. But yesterday, my tears fall for no reason. And it can't stop until now. Ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan. Berikan aku ketenangan. Ketenangan yg hakiki. Sikit2 nangis. Childish. Ugh.

Urm. Lately ni hana asyik rase x sedap hati. Risau, bimbang, n tetibe keluar air mata. Even each time after I've done my prayers, I'll cry. Hari ni hana cm xde mood nk bercakap dgn cpe2. N yes, I keep being silent as much as I can. Silence Is Better Than Words, right?

Kinda something will happen. But what? Pray and hope that there's nothing bad will happen. Amiin. Mungkin ni cuma perasaan hana. Kan org kate jgn bermain dgn perasaan sgt. Hmm. So, jgn pelik n tanye lau skrg ni hana cm moody. Senyap je, ta bercakap, ta gelak n suke bersendirian. Perubahan hormon mungkin. Huhu.

However, if something happen to me, I want to say sorry and apologize to all of u for the mistakes that I have been done. Hana minta maaf sgt2, hana byk bt salah silap. Halalkan semua makan minum hana, semua yg korg bg kt hana baik dr segi ilmu, harta benda, n smua lah. Ana Uhibbukum Fillahi Taala. 

~ Kalau ade rezeki n umur yg panjang, kita jumpa agy ea. InsyaAllah. La Tahzan. Innallaha Ma'ana. 

Please Don't Cry. Keep Smiling!

Sunday, 3rd November

Dear You, Stranger.

Today is your 17th birthday. Happy Birthday! May Allah always bless, guide, ease and love you. Best wishes for you in your SPM. Be focus. Be strong. Be cool. And be happy. Hope to see and meet you someday, somehow. InsyaAllah.

From me to the birthday boy. Sweet Seventeen eh? :P

via ColourNote

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Happy Birthday Mr. Owl

May Allah always bless, guide, ease and love you. Good luck and all the best in your life, dear stranger. Be strong. Be happy. Be cool.

Via S Planner

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Dear Birthday Boy, sweet seventeen eh? Wishing you good luck and all the best in your SPM and life. We'll meet again someday, InsyaAllah. Pray for your wardah, k? ;)

via Calendar

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Happy Birthday awak. Moga panjang umur, murah rezeki, dan sentiasa berada di bawah lindungan dan keberkatan-Nya. Good luck, buat leklok tuk SPM awak.

Via Message

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Via Cymera

Nahhh.. Hahaha.. Semua apps yg bleh bt wishes hana tulis.. Calendar, Planner, Notes.. Not to forget message.. But saves as a drafts is enough for me.. And at each phone I have.. Note'mini ( yg celopnye >.< ), Samsung GT-E1205T ( beli kt Mesir sebab takut gune smartphone kononnya. X gune da pn sbb xley nk whatsapp. -_- ) and Samsung S4 Zoom ( a gift from my dad a day before I fly. Thanx ayahh!! ^-^  )

~ hq <3

Misr 3 : Here I Am!

Alhamdulillah. Hana da seminggu kt Alexandria. Mcm x caye je. Huhu. Actually, sebelum sampai sini ade dugaan jugak. But, it doesn't change my mind and thought instead, giving me strength to face any challenges. Yela, sebelum ape2 pn, Mesir cam huru-hara. Mmg bley kata peluang tipis sgt la utk further study. Byk la ujian datang jenguk hana. Even before fly pn ade je ujian tu say hi2 bye3. Layan jela. Tetamu kan. Bkn senang dye nk dtg ziarah kita n tegur kita. Kan tu tandanya Allah sayang kita. ;)

Anyway, nk cte sal kejadian kt airport yg bakal meninggalkan memori bermakna bt hana, InsyaAllah. Alkisahnya begini, flight Egypt Air hana punye tu de technical problem n it causes the flight to delay. Da la delay sehari. Nasib baik dye bg penginapan seharian tu. N we're stay at the 5 star hotel. Mmg best arr. Bkn sng nk tdo hotel 5 bintang free2 gitu je. Tp pas kene duk kt airport tu dlm 3 jam kot. ke 5?  Hmm. Ntahh.

Then, parents hana nk dtg la blik klia sbb kte delay an. Pdhal dyorg da balik umah da time tu. Umah hana jauh dr klia. Dkt pahang tuu. Huhu. Tunggu punye tunggu, last2 x sempat nk jumpa. Time tu parents hana da dkt klia da pn. Sedihh kott. Tp sblum tu ibu da kte lau ade rezeki jumpa tu jumpa la. Upenye xde rezeki. Huhu. Pastu waktu ibu call tu hana nngis. Sedih la bt penat je family dtg skali xdpt jumpa. Hikhik. Smlm tu wktu nk brtolak x nngis pn. Ok da, xnk cte sal nnges2. Sbb, Hana da happy ngn life hana skrg.

Pd asalnya kan naik Egypt Air, tp kne tukar plak naik Ettihad Airlines. Bygkn laa luggage da masuk dlm cargo Egypt Air tu. So, wktu da smpai airport Cairo tu, ktorg semua kne tunggu luggage plak sbb flight Egypt Air lmbt. X pasal2 kne tungu lg 3 jam pg2 buta tu. Huhu. Tp okela sbb merasa transit kt Abu Dhabi. Hehe. Lau naik Egypt Air, transit kt Bangkok je. 

On our way to Alexandria, hana tertidur dlm van. Hahaha. Penat sangat. Xdpat da nk tahan mata tgok scenery. Sebelum tu call ibu dulu. Bru ckp x smpai 5 minit da habis topup. Kui3. Then, sampai la dgn selamat nya kt rumah ktorg yg letaknya dkt dgn laut. All Praise Be To Allah. Percayalah, di sebalik kepahitan yang dilalui pasti akan tersemat walau secebis kebahagiaan. Kenapa hana ckp cmtu? Sbb hana sendiri da ade cukup bukti n ia berlaku pd diri hana sendiri. Jadi, Bersangka Baiklah !

Throwback - April Fool

Monday

1st April 2013

It is true that I love you and I miss you. But I don't think that this is right. It shouldn't be. I know what you feel coz I can feel it too. You love me very much. You miss me in every single moment. You keep thinking of me everyday. Yes! I know that. And I don't wanna this to happen. If I know what will be to the both of us before, I wouldn't do just like I had done. I will not befriended with you. I will not being nice and friendly to you. However, it is just too late. It already happen. With no reason. Without we realized. I really wanna know what I had done to you until you could change a lot. Seriously, I still doesn't believe that you will end up like this. I'm sorry. It is all my fault. I hope that I could stop this. I wish that both of us would come back to normal. There's nothing between us. No any hard feelings. No any heart killings. No any hurt sayings. Juz a friend. A good friend. I wish, I hope and I pray. Truly, I don't wanna you to have any feelings towards me. I hope that you could throw it far far away from yourself. And I wish that I could get rid of you as soon as possible. Coz by that, you will forget me, everything about me. Let us start a new life and face it through our own. 

- 3 pm - smakt - Juz 4 u dear - Sincerely -

~ Tetibe terjumpe ni waktu tgh selak2 buku. Sumpah xbley bla. Cpe tulis pn xtau. Hahah. Taula hana Dr. Love. X pasal2 jumpe surat cinta. Aduiyayy. :3

This is just what I can say. So, find the others please.

Misr 2 : Niq, A Friend Of Mine

Selasa, 8 Oktober : Ariny kwn hana, Niq akan terbang ke Mesir meninggalkan bumi Malaysia. Will miss her so much. Hana kenal dye bru 2 taun, since form 4. Xla lame pn tp hana selalu rse cm da kenal dye lame. Maybe sbb ktorg ade byk kenangan bersama. N ktorg ade byk persamaan? Still engat the first time hana jumpe dye. Mse tu bru start skola, so cm bese lepaking with my buddies. Ble da kumpul satu geng tu mcm2 la cte nye. Ttibe cikgu msuk klas ckp ade dax bru, 3 org nk msuk. Actually, ktorg da tau da pn yg klas ktorg akn terima 'newbies'. Ramai plak tu. Soalan first hana tanye wktu dpt tau tu, "Laki ke pmpuan?". Hahah. N sorg kwn hana ni jwb, "Da agk da ko tnye soalan tu. Lau x clap aq pmpuan". While the rest, gelak sakan la. Series rindu suasana cmtu. Skrg da xde. Huhu. 

At the moment newbies masuk kelas, ramai yg g serbu. Pnye r excited. Tp hana tunggu yg laen abes temu ramah dulu. Usya dr jauh cukup. Hahah. Sbnrnye x brape nk reti beramah mesra dgn org yg x kenal. Hana bkn org yg friendly sgt. Then, kwn hana dtg tnye "X g tegur ke? Ade sorg tu nme aqila cm ko." "Ouhh. Oke." Bermula la saat perkenalan hana n niq. "Heyy, name awk?" "Nik Nur Aqilatul Fasihah" "Panggil?" "Nik. Awak?" "Ouh. Urm. Saye aqila jgak. Hanna Aqila. Panggil hana." Hmm. Something like that la. Sumpah awkward giler. Rasa lawak pn ade. Sbb hana mne prnh tegur org mcm tu. First time. Slalunye sebut nme cukup r. Ni siap ade 'sye aqila jgk'. :3 Niq kte, ble hana ckp cmtu, hati dye trus terdetik 'Dax ni bley bt member ni.' Hihi. Rupe2nya, sbb Niq susah sgt nk baik n rapat ngn org.

Lpas pd tu, ktorg trus jd kwn. Mcm2 ktorg bt sme2. N each time ktorg share story, mzty ade similarity. Lau ktorg g mne2 je, mzty ade yg ckp ktorg KEMBAR. Yg tu mmg xley terime. Ktorg akn pndg n gelak cme2 setiap kali ade org ckp cmtu. Then hana akn tnye part mne yg cme tu n ckp mne dtg kembar pn xtau laa. Yg best nye, even ummi Niq pn ckp hana mcm Niq. Hahah. Degil, keras kepala n nakal tu yela kot. Tp lau muke same or seiras, don't u ever mention about it. :D 

And now, masing2 dah ikut haluan sendiri. Tp, jodoh ktorg still dekat sbb ktorg akn g Egypt jgk n bljr course yg cme. Cuma u je laen. Hmm. Skrg, Niq tgh otw g KL. Flight dye jam 9.55 mlm ni. Have a safe journey. May Allah Ease. Gudluck n All The Best Twin! Bubye Niq. Lebiu. Take care syg.

The Doctors To Be 

hq ~ HanaQiela_ZRS

fs ~ FaiqShah_ZRS

~Bersama-sama kita cipta impian dan angan2. Dan ia bakal menjadi satu kenangan. Moga2 sentiasa kekal di ingatan.

With love, 

  hq@zrs

Misr 1 : The Reason..

Assalamualaikum.. 

Ariny 30 September 2013.. Waa.. I'm suppose to be in Egypt right now! Hahah.. Sebab pd asalnye flight hana 29hb, tapi kne delay pulak.. So, x g lg la.. I'm going to further my studies at there actually.. InsyaAllah.. Wish me luck! And Goodbye..

Kenapa Egypt aka Misr?? Li'anna (kerana)....

• Hijrah.. This is the first word if people ask me why.. ^_^
• One of my dream I think.. Coz lau kecik2 dulu lau org tnye nk g bljr ktne mzty hana jwb Mesir.. Hihi.. Tapi ble da msuk skola menengah, da tukar plak.. Nk g Europe kononnye.. Menyampahh.. >.<

Sbnrnye dr dulu lg.. Lau dpt nk g study abroad.. Mungkin nk rse hidup berdikari.. Ececeyhh.. Mentang2 xprnh duk asrama n jauh ngn parents.. Hihi.. Hana nk rse hidup at tmpt org.. Tanpa sape2 yg kite kenal.. Pelik?? This is me.. 

Tp kan jauh tuu.. Urmm.. Mmg nk g jauh pn.. Sajee.. Suke2.. Jauh dr org yg kite kenal.. Jauh dr sesiapa yg anggap kite sbgai satu bebanan.. Jauh dr insan yg prnh bg kite erti dlm hidup.. Jauh dr dia yg mencipta byk kenangan dgn kite.. Jauh dr sebarang perasaan yg kite x patut rase.. N jauh dr hidup awk..

Byk lg reason npe hana nk g sane sbnrnye.. Tp hana rase ianya personal.. Tak semua kite boleh share dgn org kn.. Kadang2 kite simpan sbb kite tahu hanya pada Dia yg boleh kite luahkan.. Hanya Dia yg boleh kite percaya dan hanya Dia yg boleh bantu kita.. Dia Yang Satu.. Dia Yang Maha Tahu..

You..

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I don't know,

Really wanna leave u,

But I kept thinking bout u..

There's no need any phone call,

Also text messages and e-mail,

But I'm still waiting for it..

Whenever u call,

Didn't wanna talk to you,

But I had always accept it..

Before I'm going to bed,

I keep remembering u,

But I know I shouldn't do that..

When I'm about to sleep,

The memories recalled,

But I hate it coz I'll cry..

If I hurt u,

I'll feel guilty immediately,

But I act like there's nothing happen..

Each time my phone rang,

Always hoping that it's from u,

But I know it couldn't be..

Perhaps that I miss u,

As a friend or even more than that,

But I'll try to remove it no matter what..

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~ Don't worry.. This is just a test.. And surely, I will not fail and fall.. You are the test.. And I'm not going to fall for you.. Or else I will fail.. NEVER!! 

#staystronghana

Bersyukur Apa Adanya

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Alhamdulillah.. All back to normal.. Bersyukur sangat2 skrg hana da boleh jalani kehidupan mcm biasa.. X perlu nk jaga hati dan perasaan org lg.. lg2 org tu stranger.. n x perlu nk rse takut n bersalah agy sbb parents pn da tau.. Wondering lau smpai bile2 la ibu ayh xtau ppe.. hmm.. da la hana nk g jauh an.. x smpai sebulan pn agy.. yeayy!! Ta sabar nye.. Semoga Allah permudahkan semua urusan hana.. Amiin.. 

Sekarang ni sibuk nk packing barang2 yg perlu dibawa kt sana.. Penat tau.. Da la hana mmg fail bab packing2 barang ni.. X reti nk bajet baju tuk bbrapa ary.. Lau bley smue nk bawak.. Aisyhh.. Smuenye sebab hana x pernah duk asrama.. Tu yg jd cmni tu.. Hahah.. This is my first time being far far away from my family.. Wish me luck.. Hmm.. Teringat ibu ckp yg Allah da tau future hana tuk g jauh sbb tu Dia x bg hana duk asrama.. Dia suruh hana luangkan masa dgn parents byk2 dulu sbb pasni xde chance r da.. So true.. 

That's why kita kne ingat, Setiap Yang Berlaku Akan Ada Hikmahnya.. Kann?? Allah Itu Sebaik-Baik Perancang.. Dia Maha Tahu Apa Yang Terbaik Untuk Hamba-Nya.. Kadang2, kenapa apa yg kita rancang n buat tak jadi mcm apa yg kita nak.. Sebab Kita Merancang Dengan Cita2, Tapi Allah Merancang Dengan Cinta.. Nampak tak batapa sayangnya Allah kat hamba-Nya.. Kita selalu lupakan Dia, tp Dia sekalipun tak pernah lupakan kita.. Jadi, Bersangka Baiklah dan Sentiasa Bersyukur.. ( ^ _ ^ )

~ A Note To Myself.. Praise Be To Allah..

That Night...

That night,

I accept your phone call,

After a few days being silent,

Just to get rid of you for a reason,

But I couldn't stand,

I don't know how and why,

Perhaps that I had missing you.

That night,

I talk to you,

You said you wanna discuss something,

At first, I don't feel comfortable at all,

We had a serious conversation,

And a lot of miscommunications,

Coz there's no cooperation between me and you.

That night,

I cry,

You keep pushing me,

And my tears burst,

So you start to calm me,

But I surely know,

That you feel the same.

That night,

I feel uneasy,

For a few hours,

We're on the phone,

And you act like there's nothing happened,

The way you talk and laugh are still the same,

Are you trying to hide your pain?

That night,

I feel sorry,

I still can't accept you,

I hope you understand,

Please forget me,

And forgive me,

Coz you deserve better.

But that night,

I dream of you,

You save my life,

And we studied together,

Then you went to my house,

However, you get caught by my parents,

And my mom scold you.

~ There's always a difference in the dreams and reality. But now, no matter what, they were still the same. ^_^

Salam Aidilfitri

Assalamualaikum..

Selamat Hari Raya hana ucapkan kepada semua yg membaca.. Still bley wish kn walaupun agak terlewat.. Hee.. Ezzayyikum? Haa.. ape tu? Meaning that 'How Are You' in Arab Ammiyah.. Mende pulok Arab Ammiyah tu? Arab Ammiyah tu Bahasa Arab yg diguna pakai dlm kehidupan seharian.. Alaa.. Lau mcm kte bahasa pasar tu.. Oke? Got it? Maknanya for those yg de blajar Bahasa Arab Tinggi or Komunikasi tu, kt Arab x gune mcm yg kte blajar tu pn.. Tu bahasa skema namenye.. Huhu.. 

Tetiba masuk bab ni pehal.. Hahah.. Sesat.. Sorry ye.. Sekadar perkongsian bersama.. Tu jela setakat info ariny setelah sekian lama berdiam diri dari dunia blog ni.. Hehe.. Nanti hana cite plak pe reason hana senyap ye.. Semoga bergembira di Hari Raya ni.. Tapi jgn selok sgt ek.. Duit raya simpan leklok.. Xmo membazir beli benda x berfaedah ea.. Simpan r dlm bank bt bekal di masa hadapan.. Oke? Tadatada.. ^_^

P/S : Long time no see.. ~winkwink~ 

Haze o Haze..

Hye3!

Assalamualaikum and a very good afternoon to the bloggers, visitors and readers. Today, I would like to talk about a very interesting and current issue for us to ponder upon, that is Haze. As we all know, Malaysia had facing this haze problem lately due to the fire at the neighbour's country, Indonesia based on the news that we heard. This causing the smoke to spread by the wind until it reach Malaysia. However, I have read an article said that 8 Malaysian factories are responsible for that. Haha. No wonder the smoke come to 'attack' Malaysia. :3

Oke.. Enough for that.. My writing now is like a speech for public speaking.. Huhu.. By the way, due to this haze problem, my mind kept thinking about the 'hikmah' beside it.. What? There is no advantages? Hello.. It's my mind not you.. And for your information, I'm a positive thinker ok.. ( Erk? Really? -,- lalala~~ ) Haihh.. Back to the benefit of haze.. Perhaps3, Malaysian nisa' would wearing niqob after this.. Hehe..  What a high imagination I have.. Kikiki.. >.<  Then, people will have more respect to the ladies.. Unfortunately, most of the female here are not covering their 'aurat'.. How would they wear niqob if they even denied the command from Allah.. May Allah forgive all of our sins and may He open our hearts to change.. Amiin..  ^^,

That's all for now.. Thanx for reading.. Hope that this haze problem would be fine in a few days more.. Keep praying.. With love <3 HanaQiela

Niqob here.. Hehe.. Me, my mum and my brother at Masjidil Haram..

P/s : Sorry for the grammar mistakes.. I'm quite low in grammar.. And all the mistakes I have been done through my writing.. Sorry people.. Just a reminder for me and also you..  Everybody makes mistakes and there's still time for us to change.. Let's Change! ;)

Where's I'm Missing? Gone...

Assalamualaikum..

Olla..

Waa.. Sunyinye blog hana.. Hihihi.. Busy melampau la katekan.. By the way, bkn ade visitors pn.. So, suka hati saya la kan.. It is just like my diary.. :P 

Sepanjang menghilangnya kelibat hana dalam penulisan blog ini, telah banyak peristiwa yg berlaku pd diri ini di mana semuanya memberi pengalaman dan pengajaran utk hana.. Antaranya ialah :

• Hana da lulus JPJ test.. Jyeah!! Alhamdulillah.. Tp3.. Smpai skrg lesen kete x dpt agy.. Huhuhu.. Sebulan lbih da.. Ta sabar nk bwk kete! ( Cam berani sgt je.. Lulus tu pn ats ihsan Mr. JPJ tu.. Thanx sgt2! Syg Mr. JPJ )
• Berjaya menjejakkan kaki ke bumi Mekah dan Madinah.. Alhamdulillah.. Allah pilih hana utk jd tetamu di rumah-Nya.. Selamat pergi dan balik dari umrah.. ( Sedih gile nk tinggalkan Tanah Haram.. Semoga Allah bg hana peluang utk pergi al-Haram lagi.. Amiin.. )
• Panggilan interview biasiswa dan universiti yg berlambak.. Tp satu pn hana x pergi.. Hehe..
• Dating dgn sahabat terchenta setelah sekian lama x ketemu.. Lama la sgt.. Hahah.. ZRS Rendezvous.. Rindu.. Niq, Nel, Fiqa, Syarif ( budak kecik x cukup umur ni x rindu k ) Itupun x cukup sorg agy, Sufi yg x dpt dtg sbb de Family Day.. Huhuhu..

Actually ada byk lg.. Ni bru ckit.. Mcm2 agy yg jd sbnrnye.. P xpela.. Memandangkan malam semakin larut, kte tutup entri kali ni dgn lafaz yg mulia, Wabillahi taufiq walhidayah wassalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.. (baru pukul 10.20 mlm kot, larut la sgt) Hihihi.. Nite2.. Sweet dream syg.. <3

Happy Teachers Day !

Hyep..
Assalamualaikum..

Lamenye x update.. Huhu.. Malas + Busy +++.. Skrg nk cte sal Hari Guru yg diadakan pd minggu lepas.. 16 May 2013, Thursday : It's Teachers Day!! N hana g skola hana bersama Niq setelah sekian lama 'bersara'.. :D Rindu.. Semangat ktorg dtg awl pg cm dax skola bese.. N time assembly duk dlm kelas on9 n jga lappy dax2 ni.. Dyorg smue bley bwk lappy g skola dgn alasan utk menyiapkan kerja kursus yg prlu dibuat dan disiapkan.. Namun begitu, ramai yang mengambil kesempatan dalam kesempitan dgn main game, on9 fb n etc.. Wifi free la katekan.. Siap bt video call lg ngn hana yg duk kt umah ni.. Hehe.. Maju2..

Pas assembly (actually bce yasin ngn solat hajat, p ktorg xtau ppe. So, lepak klas la. ) ade acara melihat cikgu bermain.. Erk? Kwn2 hana yg skola ni kne uruskan sal game2 ni smue.. Form 6 da kan, pandai2 la idup.. P kesian gak tgok dyorg kne bt preparation smue.. Lau dulu2 form 6 pn bley main skaly.. So, hana n niq pn tolong la.. Tolong nyibuk je asenye.. Pastu maen tepung.. (Terserlah ketidakmatangan dax form 6 kt c2) :3 Cikgu laky ade game bola tampar, potong buah n bla3.. Tu je hana tau.. N cikgu prempuan plak baling roket dlm baldi?, anyam ketupat kot n mcm2 la yg hana xtau cmne nk explain.. -_-

Hana xtgok pn smue tu sbb tu xtau.. Pastu ade jualan adiah ary guru la, makanan la, apela.. Hana duk klas je.. Pastu g bg adiah cikgu ( letak atas meja je ).. Lepas cikgu2 maen, ade persembahan plak.. Confirm la hana x tgok jgak kan.. Sesak ngn org.. Abes tu ape je hana bt? Jwpn dye jd photographer la.. N I like that job.. Haha.. Dgn selambanye mengeluarkan phone n snap pic org2 yg brmacam ragam tu smpai memory full.. Ngee.. Then, hana bt ucapan kt atas kain utk Autograf Hari Guru 2013.. Time ni la dax skola nk menunjukkan bakat dlm bidang menconteng ni.. Bkn selalu.. :D N Hana jumpa cikgu borak2..

Dan yg bestnye part makan kek red velvet kwn hana, Fiqa bwk.. Eh, hana x mkn agy time tu p hana simpan.. Fiqa bt sendiri.. Bkak kedai kek la kwn hana sorg ni.. :P Bley tempah kek kawen.. Lalala~ Bkn kek kawen hana ea.. Harap maklum.. >.< N of coz part jumpa kwn2 la yg pling best kan.. Bergelak ketawa riang gembira same2.. Tapi di saat kesedihan dan kedukaan menyelubungi sendiri2 je.. Bkn ketawa brsama, menangis brsama k.. Sebab hana x suka share prkara yg sedih ngn org.. Nnty org pn sedih jgak.. Xnk la.. Nk org laen happy eventhough sometimes I'm not..

So, Happy Teachers Day to the teachers all over the world especially my teachers.. Not to forget, my parents n family.. N friends of course.. They also teach me many things such as the value of friendship.. ^_^ This reminds me on my essay in last year exam.. Teachers.. Also, Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him who are our teacher that teach us to know The Creator and The Greater, Allah.. That's all for now.. Thanx 4 visiting.. 

It's Mother's Day !

Heyya!
Assalamualaikum..

Arini hana nk cakap sal Hari Ibu.. Semua sedia maklum bahawa tanggal 12 Mei 2013 merupakan Hari Ibu Sedunia.. So, Selamat Hari Ibu bt ibu2 sekalian especially 4 my mum.. Hihi.. Actually an, setiap hari kita kena anggap sebagai Hari Ibu sebab hari2 kita kena hargai ibu kita kan? Hari2 juga kita kena hormat ibu kita.. Bahagiakan dye n so on la.. Tapi, jangan plak korg lupakan ayah korg tu.. Same je.. Mungkin pengorbanan ibu dan ayah berbeza.. Ibu mesti lagi banyak kan.. But we need to appreciate both of them, right? Dyorg kan yg same2 besarkan kita smpai kita jadi org yg berguna skrg dn juga akan datang.. InsyaAllah.. 

Hmm.. Ttbe teringat dekat Mr. Owl.. Kawan hana sorg tu.. Bkn ape.. Crita dye dgn mama dye.. Ade satu ptg tu dye ckp kt hana dye bru balik shopping.. Perghh.. Shopping x ajak hana pn.. Hehe.. Mcm ktorg duduk dekat je.. Jauh tau.. Pastu dye ckp yg dye shopping sorg je beli hadiah mama.. Birthday mama dye de agy beberapa ary.. Then, dye suruh hana tengok cantik x hadiah dye nk bg tu.. Katenye nk snap pic, post kt fb n tag hana.. Semangat kan? Tp3, xde nye dye nk bt gitu.. Ckp je.. Huhu.. Hana ni tnye la hadiah ape? Nk tau pe adiah dye bg mama dye? JUBAH.. Sweet kan sweet kan.. Anak mama la katakan.. Hana pn ta prnh bg hadiah kt ibu hana mcm tu.. Dye kecik2 agy da bley bg mama dye jubah.. Hihi.. Tade la kecik mne pn.. Muda setaun dr hana je kot.. :3 Tp seriously dye mmg baek dgn mama dye.. Korg kne ekut jejak lgkh dye tau.. Hana pn skali la.. :)

N when the Birth Day of Mr. Owl's mama, bley ke dye bt surprise lg kt mama dye tu.. Pnyela dgn gumbira nya dye cte kt hana smue yg jd mse birthday mama dye.. Jeles hana tau.. Yela, org x prnh bt kt ibu.. Teringin jugak kan.. Mr. Owl byk duet, xpela.. Pastu3, ade ke patut dye xnk bt mnde yg hana request time tu.. Bkn mende sgt pn.. Hana dgn baik hatinya ( baik hati la sgt ) suh dye tlg smpaikan birthday wishes tuk mama dye tu je pn.. Bley ke xnk after he told me everything bout his mama's birthday.. Reason dye sbb dye malu.. >.< Dye suh hana wish sndiri at fb mama dye.. Siapalah hana ni kan.. An outsiders and also strangers.. :P Mr. Owl, Mr. Owl.. Okela2.. Begitulah alkisah Mr. Owl n his mama.. Hope he and his mama n also his family are in a good condition.. May Allah bless Mr. Owl n his family.. May Allah bless u n ur family too readers.. Hana nk tolong bt keje ibu hana plak.. Tatatata.. Sayangi dan Hargai Ibu Ayah Anda.. Thanx 4 reading! Take Care Guys..

Don't keep being silence.. Prove for it! 

Doa Bulan Rejab

Assalamualaikum..

Thanx ye sbb singgah melawat blog hana yg x seberapa ni.. Da solat maghrib ke belum ni? Lau belum tu, gi solat cepat ye.. Isyak da nk masuk.. N spe2 yg dah tu baguslah! Two thumbs up tuk korg.. Alhamdulillah.. Da masuk pn bulan Rejab.. So, bley la korg bce doa ni.. Bce byk2 tau.. Tadah tangan semua!! :)

Aamiin...

Rejab Is Coming! Gudbye Jamadil Akhir..

Assalamualaikum...

Today is Friday! The day that is full with barakah.. So, perbanyakkan amalan baik ye.. InsyaAllah, akan ada ganjarannya.. Hari ni jugak hari terakhir bulan Jamadil Akhir dalam kalendar Hijri ( kalendar Islam tuu ).. That's mean esok da masuk Bulan Rejab.. Lepas Rejab, Sya'ban then Ramadan dan seterusnya Syawal.. Raya time!! Tp sebelum tu kena la puasa dulu dan pastikan full ye adik2.. X nk tinggal2.. ( Org besar pn cme la.. No excuse! Unless for those yg diberi keringanan tuu.. ) :D

Memandangkan esok bulan Rejab kan.. kan3?? Bkn esok pn sbnrnye.. Maghrib nanti laa.. Haa.. Waktu Maghrib arini da bulan Rejab tau.. Bkn esok.. Sorry.. My mistake.. Ngee~ Okela2.. Cpe tau bulan Rejab ni bulan ape?? Angkat tgn.. < Krik krik > -_- Lalala~~ Abaikan hana abaikan hana.. Berbalik kepada tujuan utama.. Rejab.. Yup.. Rejab.. Untuk pengetahuan semua bulan Rejab ni special di antara bulan2 yg lain.. Sebab.. Nahh.. --->

> The Prophet (s) said, 'Rajab is the month of God, Shaban is my month and Ramadan is the month of my Community.' God gave us twelve months in the year, eleven of which are ours and one of which belongs to God. What rewards God will give his servants in His month, no one knows, not even the Prophet (s). The work of prophets and angels stops in the month of Rajab. They are not allowed to know what rewards God is going to give His community. <

See.. Sebab tula kita sebagai hambaNya kena byk2 bersyukur dan sentiasa melakukan apa yg dperintahkan serta meninggalkan segala larangan-Nya.. Tapi tak bermakna bila bulan Rejab je bt baik.. Hari2 lain pn sama supaya kita dapat pahala yg berterusan drpd Allah.. Dn kna ingt jgak bt ape2 pn mestila dgn IKHLAS.. N jgn lupa minta maaf dkt semua org tau.. Sbb catitan amalan kita akan ditutup kemudian diserahkan kepada Allah dan digantikan dgn yg baru.. InsyaAllah.. 

Btw yg ats ni pn kwn hana yg bg.. Lau x hana pn xla tau sgt.. So, dsbbkn hana da tau ni, hana nak la share dgn korg smue kn.. Kwn hana ni baik sgt.. Hana suka kwn dgn dye.. Nama dye trpaksa dirahsiakan.. Hana xnk la ckp.. Nnty org kte ape plak an.. Yg pasti hana panggil dye Mr. Owl.. Hehe.. Hana pn xtau la cmne bley dpt Mr. Owl tu.. Maybe sbb dye slalu n suke sgt tdo lewat.. Xtau la pe dye bt smpai sometimes dye x tdo pn mlm2.. Qiamullail mungkin.. =)

Hmm.. Korg pn da tau an bulan Rejab tu bulan ape.. Jd, setakat ni dululah entri kali ni ye.. Semoga Bermanfaat ! Salam Jumaat.. 

Hana's Here!!

Assalamualaikum.. Hye guys ! 

Welcome to my blog!

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya terlaksana juga impian hana untuk buat blog ni.. Maybe coz skrg ni hana baru ada masa terluang.. Maklumla, budak x skola da kan.. Hehe.. Yesterday is my last day at school after I quit for some reason.. Bkn kne buang skola eh.. Saya budak baek oke.. :) Yelaa, I'm already 18 and I'm going to further my study.. Kt mne tu let it be my secret first.. For those yg da tau tu, nevermind.. Senyap2 je k? 

Baiklah.. FYI, the reason hana bt blog ni adalah kerana hana suka menulis.. If something happen at me, the only way I express it is through my writing.. And not to forget, drawing.. Tp sblum2 ni buku tulis jela yg jd mangsa hana.. X pn buku2 skola tu pn bley gak.. Hahaha.. Janji ade ruang utk ditulis.. Then, it will be done.. So, blog ni krenye mcm satu medium utk hana meneruskan aktiviti2 x brpe nk berfaedah tu tp dlm mse yg sme hana nk something brfaedah utk korg.. InsyaAllah.. Faham tak? Faham laa ea.. ^_^

Maka, dengan ini bermulalah perjalanan seorg insan dlm dunia blog, mencoret kisah agar dapat memberi erti yang bermakna kpd insan2 lain.. This is the first! Thanx 4 reading..

It Is Just A Beginning And It Is Our Story.. May Allah Bless Us..