Misr 1 : The Reason..

Assalamualaikum.. 

Ariny 30 September 2013.. Waa.. I'm suppose to be in Egypt right now! Hahah.. Sebab pd asalnye flight hana 29hb, tapi kne delay pulak.. So, x g lg la.. I'm going to further my studies at there actually.. InsyaAllah.. Wish me luck! And Goodbye..

Kenapa Egypt aka Misr?? Li'anna (kerana)....

• Hijrah.. This is the first word if people ask me why.. ^_^
• One of my dream I think.. Coz lau kecik2 dulu lau org tnye nk g bljr ktne mzty hana jwb Mesir.. Hihi.. Tapi ble da msuk skola menengah, da tukar plak.. Nk g Europe kononnye.. Menyampahh.. >.<

Sbnrnye dr dulu lg.. Lau dpt nk g study abroad.. Mungkin nk rse hidup berdikari.. Ececeyhh.. Mentang2 xprnh duk asrama n jauh ngn parents.. Hihi.. Hana nk rse hidup at tmpt org.. Tanpa sape2 yg kite kenal.. Pelik?? This is me.. 

Tp kan jauh tuu.. Urmm.. Mmg nk g jauh pn.. Sajee.. Suke2.. Jauh dr org yg kite kenal.. Jauh dr sesiapa yg anggap kite sbgai satu bebanan.. Jauh dr insan yg prnh bg kite erti dlm hidup.. Jauh dr dia yg mencipta byk kenangan dgn kite.. Jauh dr sebarang perasaan yg kite x patut rase.. N jauh dr hidup awk..

Byk lg reason npe hana nk g sane sbnrnye.. Tp hana rase ianya personal.. Tak semua kite boleh share dgn org kn.. Kadang2 kite simpan sbb kite tahu hanya pada Dia yg boleh kite luahkan.. Hanya Dia yg boleh kite percaya dan hanya Dia yg boleh bantu kita.. Dia Yang Satu.. Dia Yang Maha Tahu..

You..

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I don't know,

Really wanna leave u,

But I kept thinking bout u..

There's no need any phone call,

Also text messages and e-mail,

But I'm still waiting for it..

Whenever u call,

Didn't wanna talk to you,

But I had always accept it..

Before I'm going to bed,

I keep remembering u,

But I know I shouldn't do that..

When I'm about to sleep,

The memories recalled,

But I hate it coz I'll cry..

If I hurt u,

I'll feel guilty immediately,

But I act like there's nothing happen..

Each time my phone rang,

Always hoping that it's from u,

But I know it couldn't be..

Perhaps that I miss u,

As a friend or even more than that,

But I'll try to remove it no matter what..

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~ Don't worry.. This is just a test.. And surely, I will not fail and fall.. You are the test.. And I'm not going to fall for you.. Or else I will fail.. NEVER!! 

#staystronghana

Bersyukur Apa Adanya

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Alhamdulillah.. All back to normal.. Bersyukur sangat2 skrg hana da boleh jalani kehidupan mcm biasa.. X perlu nk jaga hati dan perasaan org lg.. lg2 org tu stranger.. n x perlu nk rse takut n bersalah agy sbb parents pn da tau.. Wondering lau smpai bile2 la ibu ayh xtau ppe.. hmm.. da la hana nk g jauh an.. x smpai sebulan pn agy.. yeayy!! Ta sabar nye.. Semoga Allah permudahkan semua urusan hana.. Amiin.. 

Sekarang ni sibuk nk packing barang2 yg perlu dibawa kt sana.. Penat tau.. Da la hana mmg fail bab packing2 barang ni.. X reti nk bajet baju tuk bbrapa ary.. Lau bley smue nk bawak.. Aisyhh.. Smuenye sebab hana x pernah duk asrama.. Tu yg jd cmni tu.. Hahah.. This is my first time being far far away from my family.. Wish me luck.. Hmm.. Teringat ibu ckp yg Allah da tau future hana tuk g jauh sbb tu Dia x bg hana duk asrama.. Dia suruh hana luangkan masa dgn parents byk2 dulu sbb pasni xde chance r da.. So true.. 

That's why kita kne ingat, Setiap Yang Berlaku Akan Ada Hikmahnya.. Kann?? Allah Itu Sebaik-Baik Perancang.. Dia Maha Tahu Apa Yang Terbaik Untuk Hamba-Nya.. Kadang2, kenapa apa yg kita rancang n buat tak jadi mcm apa yg kita nak.. Sebab Kita Merancang Dengan Cita2, Tapi Allah Merancang Dengan Cinta.. Nampak tak batapa sayangnya Allah kat hamba-Nya.. Kita selalu lupakan Dia, tp Dia sekalipun tak pernah lupakan kita.. Jadi, Bersangka Baiklah dan Sentiasa Bersyukur.. ( ^ _ ^ )

~ A Note To Myself.. Praise Be To Allah..

That Night...

That night,

I accept your phone call,

After a few days being silent,

Just to get rid of you for a reason,

But I couldn't stand,

I don't know how and why,

Perhaps that I had missing you.

That night,

I talk to you,

You said you wanna discuss something,

At first, I don't feel comfortable at all,

We had a serious conversation,

And a lot of miscommunications,

Coz there's no cooperation between me and you.

That night,

I cry,

You keep pushing me,

And my tears burst,

So you start to calm me,

But I surely know,

That you feel the same.

That night,

I feel uneasy,

For a few hours,

We're on the phone,

And you act like there's nothing happened,

The way you talk and laugh are still the same,

Are you trying to hide your pain?

That night,

I feel sorry,

I still can't accept you,

I hope you understand,

Please forget me,

And forgive me,

Coz you deserve better.

But that night,

I dream of you,

You save my life,

And we studied together,

Then you went to my house,

However, you get caught by my parents,

And my mom scold you.

~ There's always a difference in the dreams and reality. But now, no matter what, they were still the same. ^_^